Leerjaar - Dictee 4de

De deur stond geopend. The door stood open. But you were too busy writing it down to walk through.

After the dictation, you swap papers with your neighbor. You correct in red pen. The red feels violent, even though it’s just ink. You see the neighbor wrote geopent instead of geopend . You feel a flash of relief. Someone else fell through the same trapdoor. Then you see your own mistake: word instead of wordt . You forgot the t . The smallest letter. The biggest failure. dictee 4de leerjaar

But you are nine. You do not want to remember a ship. You want to run outside. You want to not know that a v becomes an f in certain verbs, that leven becomes leeft . You want language to be what it was in second grade: a river you could splash in. Now it is a grid. A spelling test. A number at the top of the page: 14/20 . Not bad. But not good. The teacher draws a small circle around the mistakes. Each circle is a little zero. A mouth saying no . De deur stond geopend